aswad dari ashwad.

nama dia amin yahya.

tapi mcm da nk tekubo je nme tu

now we call him ASWAD.

honestly im in love with this 'little thing'

n i no im dying if i lose him

bcoz i love him

like i love myself

mayb more than that

deeeeeeeeeepeeeeeer than dat

dia adik saya.

dear GOD, 

pliss dont ever let this feeling stop.

eventhough one day i will lose him

as aswad that i know right now.

dont let us apart 4 this short time

i wanna have such beautiful memories wif him

i will miss this little boy.:')

nanges?haha lawak la kau.

gorgoeus!

Baik Baik Sayang

Aku tak ingin kau menangis bersedih

Sudahi air mata darimu

Yang aku ingin arti hadir diriku

Kan menghapus dukamu sayang

Karna bagiku kau kehormatanku

Dengarkan dengarkan aku

Hanya satu pintaku untukmu dan hidupku

Baik baik sayang ada aku untukmu

Hanya satu pintaku disiang dan malammu

Baik baik sayang karna aku untukmu

Semua keinginan akan aku lakukan

Sekuat semampuku sayang

Karna bagiku kau kehormatanku

Dengarkan dengarkan aku

da lme ta dnga lagu endon.

yang ni 4 thumbs up la!

like2!

just thanks Allah.:)

cantik tu subjektif. bkan hnye pd rupa dan wajah, mmg itu sudah sedia maklum.
Allah sukakan kecantikan, begitu juga manusia. tapi pernahka Allah membezakan manusia dari paras rupa makhluk ciptaannya? jadi mengapa harus timbul isu cantik dan tidak cantik dari kaca mata manusia?
kenapa harus bandingkan siapa lebih cantik dan siapa tidak?
astaghfirullah, janganlah jadikan kami dari kalangan mereka yg tidak bersyukur ya Allah.

i didnt choose my frens based on their beautifully created face dear.
i love to be frens with them just the way they are.
do u no smthig, i never thought im beautiful, i no im not.
becoz esp inside here, im not as pretty as u are.
hey,
im not a magnet as u told me
im not attracting people towards me without intention
i never want to do so
i dont deserve smthing like that
becoz im me n i no myself more than the others do
but i still feel thankful 4 wat i have now, eventhough they are really2 not perfct as the others.

believe in me, ure pretty, outside n inside thousand times more than me.
trust me:)
n sorry i no im too mean.

past tense

relieved.
everything seems okay . i guess some of them really njoy that dinner. but maybe some of them not, including me.
seriously aku risau gile ape bkal jadik mlm tu. smpai mkn pon sciput. hish really regret about dat part.
tapi, dorang cm njoy je. ntah maybe bcoz vip xde n the envronment change to the unformal way.

another reason y i cant really participate well.
damn u SHAWL.
nightmare ah pkai mnde alah tu. tanak pkai da lpas ni!!
feeling stupid n ugly in dat black n blue shawl. i admit its beautiful but not when im the 1 who wear it.
nk amek gmba pon rse x konfiden.haish susah idop cmni.
then i think maybe dats the last shawl ill wear after dis.
until i get the confident back.

o yeah a bunch of thanx to our committe.:D
moja @ LEKAT- thanx kau handle sume bnde.  bak kate wie klo ko tak jdk PD ntah cmne a ni nnt.
congrats okay.
wie @ UGGY -kau pon jugak byk ah tlong.ak vote ko 100% jadik next pres HACC hahaha
ummunani @ AMBIL - lawa kite pnye kad kann.tenkiu ummu:)
pae @ ANUY - kawanku yg bbahagia mlm itu. ure sweet in white! seyesly.
alfa @ PLASTER - even bukan committe agd pon kau tlong jugak kot tman aku bjalan2 anta surat g HEP sume. time kaseh klasmet!
farie @ RAMJAH - brilliant ideas.thanx again.:)
n not forgotten
azim @SANGAP- tq 4 ur word. nk tlong tp ta ttolong kan.haha.tape lpas ni ak mntak tlong lagi.
hafeez @ TENDON -game ko mmg lahanat.sucikan hati sket okay.
er tu je la yg nmpk cm tolong.
aa to seniors n alumni BEDUL, MING2, LONJONG,ACHSO,NONENG, OJUS n yg seangkatan dgnnya,thanks for ur assist.really appreciate them.

sincerely,

KAMAM

'jr cool' kate HEROGAxD

Sabar untuk ujian.:)

just finished my ctis presentation dis morning. about UJIAN ALLAH or IBTILA'.

sabar is the bes medicine.

tadi turun bas nk g ktm, ntah cmane bole jato kt tangge.punye baek ak landing tade sorg pon prasan. 

thanx GOD.:)

bdak2 mane ntah (intec yg sure) tolong ak kutip bio notes yg bterabo ats tangge n pavement. terbang2 plak ketas ni.

takpe bukan aku yg kutip pon. diorang ade.ngahaha kjam2.

thanx to all those cute n smart boys dat helped me to chase my flying bio notes. next tyme i hope i wont see u all again. segan punya pasal.HAHA

kaki dah lebam 22.kne air lagi pedih. tapi takpe. better luke2 dari patah riuk tegolek dari atas tu.

ALLAH still loves me.:')

tekanan perasaan.-.-'

mmg naek blodd pressre camni. makan garam byk2 pon takde high bp cmni.
uhh
2 more days to go. saket gile pale otak pk org2 yg tareti befikir dgn matang ni.
ok FINE la.
kau dah buat yg terbaik
papehal aku hope
Were all together. n always be with each other.
kite UNITE kan.:)
so lets pray 4 our succes.

ur future my future too..xD

apesal tajuk cm mrepek? hmm just discussed about future with my levly rumet, fathiah last night.topik yg salu je ad dlm pale. tp segan nak diskas.haha

memang menyeramkan kalo nk pikir sbnanye. er talking about future. apekah??

1. Career
2. Family

ni yang pling penting kot. career. urh ngeri2! agak2 bole pas a level x? bole fly x? bole jdk mdical student x?bole jadik doc x? bole tahan keje as doc x?
nak pth balek da ta sempat. and kne accpet jela this is my way. i have to finish it, wateve happened, comes rain or shine, i must be a DOCTOR. just keep struggling. if u failed, maybe theres smthing wrong  with u o Allah just wanna give u a test. pelagi kawen a klo ta lpas! haha

talk about KAWEN.
ni lagi satu rase nk tjon bangunan pk pasal ni. o noo im already 18. dlu mse kat skola ngengade nk kawen awal. ambek kau pdan mke ta ksampaian hajat.haha bcoz i have chose my future career to be a doc, so i must get married at least b4 or when im 25. er awal ke? lagi 4 taon fly, pastu blek sni bru 25 ke 26 cmtu a. waa da tuaaaaa. ceh ak rse sure anis kawen dlu.takpon mimi ke.afiey lagi la awal kot.intan? T^T sedih a camni. ntah2 tale attend pon. cmne nak jadik pengapit..
ah ta kire shada ngn tyah kawen aku kne jadik pengapit jugak. tak kire a ak da kawen blom tyme tu.haha

okay nk menyelit jiwang sket.
hmm we cant predict wat will happen in our future rite, but i always pray that i'll get a good hasben dat can lead me to HIM. i no im a girl. er lady wont be bad. and of coz a lady need a guy in her life. myb more than just to protect, care n love her. and now i keep praying that dat guy will accept me as who i am.
*nak engineer bole?xD

dear my parents,ayah n ibu pliss don go before me. i wanna take a good care of u 2, perform our hajj together2. i promise i will be a good daughter 4 u 2 foreve. till my last breath.. :')