Raya.

 malam2 raya macamni aku menyibukkan diri dngn bmaen game sudoku. rasanya macam, takde lah sedih sangat pun. cuma aku malas sangat nak tlong mak ngn akk aku kemas masok kuih dlm balang mop tukar langsir alas meja bla bla bla.

act aku rasa, kan elok kalau sambut sederhana tak payah semangat sangat? no i mean bukan tak payah semangat tu, just paham kan sederhana tu camna. lagipun mmg kuih raya kerepek sume tu aku yang makan. tapayah letak dalam balang cantik2 pun tak apa.

ahh lonely gila malam2 raya macam ni.

nak main bunga api. nak main mercun. nak pasang pelita. nak sedara mara ramai2. nak makan kuih raya satu balang. nak bangun pagi terus dapat duit raya. 

nak nenek. nak atuk. 

tak rasa raya aa.

mimpi

 kinda weird dream.

okay fine maybe mimpi ni sbb smalam maraton tgk my princess ngn greys anatomy. tapi apa kena mengene tetiba ada munif ahmad?

kenal siapa munif ahmad? a man with an awesome voice. pegi gugel sendiri klo nak kenal. awal2 gtau dia dah berbini dan beranak pinak. uh aku kecewa sbb nak ada laki sore mantap cam dia jugak

tade ah tapi yang nak highlight kat sini, beliau telah berpesan kepada aku supaya :

1. dont look into guy's eyes (non muhrim n non muslim sekali) while talking to them (my eyes are too gojes to do that?-.-')
2. tidak memakai tudung yg nama je pin kat bawah, tapi still nampak leher (like i used to do. uh terasa terasa terasa)
3. tidak memakai pakaian yg tidak berapa nak sopan (pakai jeans t shet tak menutup mana2 yang perlu di tutup. paham2?)
4. ada lagi pastu aku dah tak ingat (tidur di ganggu dengan aswad yg menjerit2 kejut aku)

okay aku tak faham kenapa tetiba munif ahmad. tade pulak aku dengar lagu nasyid semalam. adakah roh ak terbang g carik dia malam tadi?

takpe. sebab nasihat dia sangat berguna. :)

ah at last it arrived. this evening. they're pretty smart eh, sending the letter via post laju on the parents name, so the child arent going to open the letter, read it for a second, then tear it into pieces, burn it,then throw the ashes into a river, so there are no evidence of the existence of the letter.

oo its actuallay not a letter. a card. that at first i thought it was a kad raya from intec. eh hello kejadah intec nak hantar kad raya?

to be honest, it is not a proud thing to be announced here. yaa if a boy get it, 'sokay he's just playing around. then at the final he surely will perform well right?' but if its a girl, 'how can she be so stupid? girls usually do well in their examination. lazy girl, she deserved that.stupid.stupid. stupid.'

i admit im that girl. fine. im stupid. i know everyone are looking down at me. fine. surely fine.

but, im serious. im working hard.

just dont give that kind of look. it makes me want to commit suicide.

n last, ayah im so sorry.

-_-

Someone can be so mean and harsh but actually they doesn’t meant to be so

Someone can act all pure and innocent but the truth is so much different from the created sides

Someone can looked really perfect in all ways but actually they got a lot of weak sides that no one knows

Someone can be really cool and calm but nobody hears that they are screaming inside

Someone seems so happy and cheered up in their everyday life, but actually they got too much things to be worried

Someone may look tough and strong from their appearance, but actually they have a fragile heart that can collapse easily

Someone can still laugh and smile in their hard days, but actually they are suffering inside

Sometimes, sadness is not something that can be shared. 

kata kawan kan?

Y its so hard just to have that common sense? Kamon lah. Kita manusia kot. Tak sama bangsa, agama ke kale kulit ke, benda tu aaah common sense. Apsal ada jugak org yang takde value ni? tapaham.

Ni perkara2 yg bleh menimbulkan kemarahan pergaduhan antara rumet/ hosmet/sahabat hadai n rakan taulan.

1. Timbunkan barang kt atas meja stadi org len smpai fud, suratkhabar lama , ketas2 tak guna pun nak hadiahkan. Hailaa itu bukan meja tumpangan. Bayar kalau rasa nak sewa eh.
2. Takmau duty sapu o basuh toilet padahal rambut bersepah sana sini toilet cam tandas awam(over sikit). Mmg rambut korang la kan sbb salu stadi kat ruang tamu. Kan3. Toilet kan sama2 guna plis la tolong berus2 sikit dinding ke. alah mcm korg tabuat kt umah
3. Brg2 umah yg dperlukan sperti berus jamban berus bsuh pinggan sabun penyodok penyapu mop bla3 dibeli oleh satu pihak sahaja grrr
4. Memadu kasih ngn bf or gf kat fon dengan khusyuk smpai tak sedar suara tu satu blok dah dengar. ‘sayang2 i leviu u sayang i i sayang bila nak jumpa i miss u u miss me?’ -.-
5. Bulan pose ni la esp. Memasak pasa waktu warga muslim nak masak utk berbuka. Then guna pinggan cawan mangkuk sudip sudu garfu kuali periuk bla3. Kesian kawan kita tu nak berbuka tatau nak buat apa gigit jari je la. Miskin taleh g bazaar kan
6. Melahap dengan ganasnya fud yg di offer kawan2 smpai tak ingt kawan tu tak makan pun lagi. offer melampau pulak la kann
7. Meredah masa org nk makan, dtg tanpa amaran nak makan sama. Fine bgtau dulu lenkali kawan2 tu boleh masakkan satu kuali terus utk korg.
8. Meminjam barang fud dan sebagainya dengan melampau dlm kuantiti yg melampau jugak. Aa minjam duit tareti nak pulang2. Miskin dah kawan tu makan angin je hari2 tau

hai!!

Bulan pose ni lah rasa keimanan anda akn tercabar dgn perangai mereka2 yg ni. Nak tegur, takut terasa. Nak perli, aishh lagi tak baik. tapi tu la. tatau a if hidup kat hostel lain dgn kat rumah, so ada yang taleh nak cope ngn situation camni. But we learnt it everyday right. Alhamdulillah dah 19 tahun hidup, kenapa taknak start belajar moral2 macam ni?

Aku rasa byk lagi benda yg tak disebut. Tapi yg nmpk obvious sgt cam bende2 camni, tolong ah korang jgn contohi. Anggap je a apa kitorang rasa ni sama dgn apa korang rasa if klo some1 buat camni kat korang. Yaa im speaking the truth.(okay apa kaitan pulak)  

Nnt bebel lagi. Bai!

one more bebeh

IF ITS LOVE.<3

By : Train (Abg KeretaApi)

While everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it, I'm not in it to win it
And there's a thousand ways you can skin it

My feet have been on the floor flat like an idle singer
Remember winger, I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life

But I'm afraid when I hear stories about a husband and wife
There's no happy endings, no Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

Took a loan on a house I own
Can't be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy you everything except cologne 'cause it's poison

We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
'Cause it is we can laugh, we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything

Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad that we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

You can move in, I won't ask where you've been
'Cause everybody has a past
When we're older we'll do it all over again

When everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it, I'm not in it to win it
I'm in it for you

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
Then the rest is just whenever

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

esok petang boleh balek umah dah!:D

McFly

oowww gorgeous boys. tapi dah tua sekarang. okay takpe. dah tua pun comel punya. kamon! :D
ah danny paling comel!

Lets Runaway Bebeh

oo encik kotak yg comel.

mood : love <3

scotish fold

ahh demm if i got one like this, confirm it will die within minutes. jangan nak kiut sangat boleh tak. pijak karanggg

kamon2 jom pijak sampai penyekk!

kuih raya!

alhamdulillah, dah setengah bulan puasa.tapi, 

ah aku tak tau kenapa perlu mengidam kuih raya sekarang. mengong half lbey bulan pon tak lepas lagi. tapi seyes, tengok kuih2 raya bersusun kat mydin, dengan lagu raya dgn baju raya sampul raya, ah homsick teros.

then lalu depan ole2. baju raya. wau2. astaghfirullah. bulan pose ni tahan nafsu. eei baju raya kat ole2 pon comel2 tau tak.

okay bab baju mmg boleh tahan nafsu, tapi bila aku terpandangkan sejenis kuih idaman seantero malaysia aku ni, yeah2 must buy. or else, u wll regret it.

this is the most famous amouss feveret kuih raya, presenting, SNOW ALMOND!!

see the white snowy bredcrumbs on top of the crispy chocolatte texture, ughhh not more than a minute, a box of pretty cute cik snow almond in an orange plastic was in my grip. on my way to akasia, sume orang stare kat plastik yg aku pgg. uh apa pandang2? nak curik? beli sendiri lah!

sekarang 11.28pm, (to be clear that im not eating b4 break fast) cik snow almond tengah berada di sebelah ni. sayangnya nak makan.^^

uh bdae aku nanti make sure nak 15 box makan breakfast lunch dinner benda ni je.

yeay nak cuti dah!

spectacles n me.

kenapa spek kurang menyenangkan? walaupun bak kata Mr. K yang obses dgn awek comel,

okay act aku sentap baca statement nih. ah aku ada rezen. pakai lens bukan nk nampak cantik okayy. dah tak cantik nk buat camna.  kemas maybe word yg better nk describe bnda nih. yelah tak mintak nak rabun pon kan. aiii dont blame me i got that gene from my mum.

tengok buat muka camtu pon comel 

so rezens?

-buat tudung nmpk slekeh ble mcm petak tajam
-cepat bercalar apatah lagi bagi atlet ganas seperti ku
-tengah tengahari mmg seksa silau wooo sepet3
-klo minom air panas wap dia buat spek mata berkabus n nampak macam spek power rangers kale putih
-bila peluh rasa cam licin
-serabai kalau muka berminyak
-klo lari2 nnt spek jatoh smpai kt ujung idong (okay tak mancung)
-klo amek gmba ade flash nnt tanampk mata korang just ada sinar x ray
-spek sgt mahal apetah lagi klo power cam nenek kbayan
-buat anda nampak nerd walaupun mungkin agak jinius
-buat abang kat pasar malam panggil aku 'macik, belikanlah baju raya utk anak tu'

yg last tu aku paling benci.

demm im nineteen not ninety.

cuba kalau laki pulak. beza do laki ngn pmpn pkai spek. dorang manada tudung. hairstyle tak efek ponn

hai ni lee min ho :)

waahauu see ^^

alah untunglah hensem kann

 aku still admit laki esp klo ensem pkai spek mmg nmpk smart n cool. heheh

success n failure.

tadi pae tanya 'kau rasa apa harini?'. dengan otak serabut pikir taufufa yg tumpah dengan bergaya kat oneshop tadi, aku menjawab,

'entah. speechless. penat.'

bu the most important, this isnt satisfied. uh homosapien tak bersyukur kah aku?

seyesly, i didnt expect the crowd. at first i was just starting to curse hampeh takda hari lain syabas nak cuti ke woiii and its drizzling, but everything seems okay n run smoothly. yeah He will help, and will always, ive reminded myself bout that repeatedly.

thnx 4 all the hardwork kawan2. n sorry kalau tak dapat makan banyak. n sorry kalau event ni end macam apa je. bulan puasa, behave jangan nakal2 sgt kan.

ah mud jangan lah main buaian.-.-

?

apasal aku rasa aku tak normal?

tengok awek cun comel tudung labuh sweet sopan suci, err rasa nak buk je . tapi tu ah klo nak cop utk aku bukan berfaedah. sejantina bukan boleh buat bini -.-

tapi seyes apsal aku ada perasaan macam tu?

bukak pose kat umah mmg 5kg naek sret.

aaa pencilcase ilang macamana niiiiii. nyanyuk2

pencilcase ilang pon nak tulis kat blog. uh annoying nyaa.

Alphard is my dream car.

aku rasa teruk betul terbayang jwapan2 utk soklan ielts tu masa semayang terawih semalam. setan dah takda tapi sapa yang goda aku ni??? then tetiba dapat soklan pasal kereta idaman anda petang tadi, yaa tu la balasan tak khusyuk smayang. 

wat de hacc fobia aku kat kereta tak hilang lagi mustahil nak ada dream car.

i.m.p.o.s.i.b.b.l.e bebeh

okay fine my dream car is bla bla blaa...

company that manufactures ur dream car. err fikir2!

 'Alphard. Hmm by Honda.' It sounds confident.

pastu dia sound aku balik 'Sorry but its Toyota not Honda' sambil lecturer tersebut senyum kejam

dah la malu nak hidup camni. menyesal tak timba ilmu dengan pakcik jual kete masa keje ritu T.T

tapi seyes kalau dapat beli sebijik camni, aku nangis sebulan non-stop. besar nak mmpos tau tak ayah aku boleh tidur kat belakang tu tanpa sebarang gangguan bunyi mercun raya. papehal pon aku rasa aku tau somthing psal makhluk besar ni.

automatic vacuum door. 

yg tu je, bangga gilaaaa!