Tuesday, December 28, 2010

end it here.

appreciate dat word.

dont fall in love but let love fall for you

 dats not you dat will be on my side on my old days in the future
i knew it already

maybe i should stop hoping. theres no space for me there. n i believe it didnt hurt much like this if i done it earlier. 

banyakkan besabar.

Suddenly i got a new sibling in my family. Another one. A girl.
Reena Yuney Eryana Waheeda. Ambek kau panjang kan nama dia. Baru sampai malam tadi. Dan dah sah rasmi jadik adek angkat aku lagi sorang. B4 ni laki bderet, now dah tambah sorang lagi.
Shes a girl yang totally a girl. I mean mengada-ngada gile. Manje. Ooo mann smalam aku rase aku layak dapat award BEST SISTER OF THE WORLD bila kna jadik bedtimestoryteller n bobok dia sampai tido. Owowowowowo aku rasa aku da gerenti bole kawen ni. Jge anak da ok, bab masak je tak pas lagi. Haha
Tapi macam susa nak accept budak ni yg smpai tetiba je. Yela kalo baby kiut miut comel rase nak pijak2 tu okay la lagi ni skali da besa gedabak. Dah tu banyak cakap aku la yg kene layan 24 hours. Ckp mlayu okay lagi ni kecek klate mu tau pening sayo nok pehe.
Aku tau mmg tabole nak blame budak ni apsal tetiba nyebok kt umah yg da sdie ade kecik ni. Tapi aku rasa nak potong2 belah2 kerat2 mak bapak dorang yang tau kawen, buat, dpt anak, pastu cerai, then sesenang ati kawen len n bagi je budak ni kat ktorang suoh jage. Waddehekkk ape bodo sangat dorang ni tatau responsibility as mak bapak thadap anak dorang ni. dah tu tabgai sesen pon nak tanggung blnje skola budak ni makan sume. Bajet ayah aku keje tokey syarikat kete ke duet bekepuk-kepuk macam gunung?
Tu anak orang bukan anak kuceng la. Kuceng pon kena bagi whiskas tau zaman skang ni. Mahal nak makan tau tak.
Arini baru ari fes n dy da mncaba suhu kepanasan aku dengan jayanya. Lame2 mau makan penyepak jugak budak ni. Grrrr tayah ngada2 sangat bole tak aku menyampahhhhhh.
Uh mak bapak kau mmg totally stupid go to hell pliss.
HUH.
Rasa2 gaji aku mmg burnt la kali ni. Say gudbye to new specs n hiking bag. Nvm. U gotta pay me back girl.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

The friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you. I still like you. And i hope i never stop liking you.


This is not a gay words.
Hepi bdae (belated) exklasmet, teman bgosip yg setia, taon dpan jangan lupa gosip lagi. Nanti rinduu J

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

formspring.me

aku seorang yg jujur. mungkin. just ask me anything. http://formspring.me/tkosdemam

Sunday, December 19, 2010

2nd time.

kejadian pagi tadi membuatkan aku rasa nak tejon bangunan betol2.

sian BEX 9285. da 2 kali aku kemekkan brek dy. alhamdulillah tade pape sangat ah rosak. ciss aku pon tatau apahal aku lagi risaukan moto daripade diri sndiri. haha
btw aku okay. luke pon tak parah tyme jatoh dolu2 tu. korang tayah risaukan aku. xD

just malu aaaa jato kt public cmtu. ak benci betol aku jato pastu orang nak tolong. buat bodo suda, takde la aku segan sgt. haha. lpas ni lalu kt situ nak pakai topeng mask rider ah. tolong la jgn kenal aku. wuuwuuuu

pacik lenkali bg signal dlu. kan ksian pmandu behemah mcm saye ni.klo ye pon hulur ah sploh eh sratos inggit bg g klinik. sobss T^T

wahai moto yang kacak, saya bawak awak g bengkel esok ye.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

kisah lalang.

pernah kenal sama encek lalang? yang hijau tu, yang salu tumbuh kat mana2 je la. die senang membiak, nak jumpa pon senang sangat la kan. memang la ta brape nak cantik, tapi kalau tengok bnyak2 kan, macam nice gile a view dy.

yela2, ak rase ak mmiliki sifat yang agak sama dengan lalang. takde pendirian, senang ikot ckap orang. susah nak buat keputusan. sifat2 negatif yg ak rse budak yg becite-cite (bole tahan la) nak jadik doktor cam aku ni tak patot ade. ye la kan konfiden tu penting, tapi memang dah lahir2 takde sifat camtu nak buat mcamana kan. haha.
 
korang jangan la jadik lalang macam aku. kesian la korang. nak buat decision bukan main payah. kne mintak opinion orang jugak. lagi satu cakap tak srupe bikin, sebab bila dah kena racun ngan orang prangai pon jadik lain. aku rasa orang camni memang menyampahkan.(tatabahasa macam ta brape btol). so plisss2 jangan jadik cam lalang okay.


haish i should kick this hellish thing out from myself. -.-'

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

utk muslimah. :)


darah istihadah tu permainan syaitan. yg aku paham mcm syaitan tu nk main2 kot. haha entah. yg penting mmg mcm ujian la. mmg agak susa kot. nak smayang kene besih2 dlu sume, salin2, pastu amek wudu', taleh simpan wudu' utk 2 waktu solat. memang leceh tapi ak rse ad gak kbaikannye. yela jadik lagi saba kot. ingt senang ke nak besaba mcm tu. ak rse klo sstengah pmpn yg kne tu, sure rse mls nk mmpos nk solat, then bia je tinggal. alasan dtg haid pdahal tu istihadah. haih, belaja la utk besaba. kan3.

darah tu kale dy salu laen sket ngn darah haid, entah mengikut yg aku bace la. klo haid bau, ni tak.darah penyakit yg berterusan. banyak jugak.haha hmm klo duration haid korg tu fix 6 hari, hari ketujuh tu kire istihadah da. mungkin. haha entah byk fatwa ikutlah mane2 yg agak baek. sume okay just pilih yg terbaik.

tapi mmg agak mmbazir beli pad byk n kne salin 5 kali shari even just sikit pon. haha.

ada hikmah punya. besaba eh kawan2 :)

agak agresif tajuk ni. padahal.. :p

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

hari ni jadik lalang lagi. :(

Saturday, December 11, 2010

baru2 ni mood ta brapa nak baik. swing2 je. yeah maybe i must learn how to solve my own problems.
oh kamonn. u've grown up right. 18 is big enough, n next year u'll reach 19.
i swear i didnt realize where i spend my time at dis year. nooooo da nak telepas umo 18!!

spend ur time wisely girl.:)

*no mood to talk last night.sorry.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

do u wish we'd fall in love


layan jiwang sebentar. 
lirik pon mcm bes :)

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

nightmare betol ta tipu..

sumpah seram gila. tapenah kot macam ni.
ciss apesal aku jugak??

dia suke mesia sebab nice girl? bahalul betol aa. pegi balek ngare kau la kawen sana!
tp lapa gile tgk coklet 3 plastik tu.haha

another story.
yeah freakin like that guy. so cool n gntleman. n quit good looking of cos.
haha seyesly nak kawen engineer. :)

Monday, December 6, 2010

hari ini dalam sejarah

today is monday. 


morning :s
afternoon :D
evening :(
night :l


mixing of emotions. but i enjoy the day. thanx! 




Friday, December 3, 2010

nice friday again.

nice friday again.
tp ayah ibu mcm mara.
ank dare tak patot blek lewat.
mungkin.:p

ohh esok keje
smangat sikit!

mayb i should stop  flirting around.xD


Thursday, December 2, 2010

no matter what, i love being a girl. :)


Wednesday, December 1, 2010

no pain no gain!

i got 4 sale today. but seryesly i still cant be confident with myself. yeah maybe its just luck that i manage to get customers today. next time, can i still have?
work harder yaw!
ceh i didnt even touch that campbell book.